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11:22 AM - Heartbreak Hotel

I wished the last song I heard was an actual person
I would have loved the life out of you
You were damaged with all the right notes
No one deserves to be hurt like that
I should not feel hurt like this too
We could have been good for each other
But as the song fades to end
This meant only to last for a good 4:50 minutes
And leave it all in this Heartbreak Hotel.

8:39 AM - Untitled IV

The syzygy of things...
The me and you
The sun my dark moon
The never in ever at all
The not from what is real
The me without you.



"a crumb upon my plate leads to a week of cryin' sleep"

OHMAYGAAAAAH!

Please read the title like this:

Well, well, well, hello March. Well, well, well well, aware ako na ohmygah ang tagal na ng last blog ko. Mahirap kasi magmeynteyn (hindi ko kinacount ang post ko borderlining between depressive and dark pit of someone's soul). I mean, adulting. Adulting with work, adulting with social media, adulting with PS4, adulting with books, adulting with food, you know? The usual. Kaya eto ako, bumabalik. Parang mens lang yan. Paminsan andyan, paminsan wala. You know? The usual.
Plus, hindi monetized ang blog na to. So walang motivation ng slight, charot.
So kamusta? What's happenin'?! Sa akin? Wala naman pero parang madami din ng slight. Pero dahil nasa gitna ako ng work today (tonight, nightshift forevs ako eh), sheshare ko ang panaginip ko kagabi (kaninang umaga, nightshift nga di ba?)
Napanaginipan ko si Gretchen Ho.

Ayan ang pic niya, just in case hindi niyo siya kilala. Pero teka, konting background, may meds akong tinetake (tinake) recently na…

BRIDGE

ETO TALAGA ANG...

Happy new year post ko! Eto na talaga yun! Eto yun! THISHISHIT!
HELLO 2018! *Splatoom! Splatoom!* Baduy, I know.
Pero noh, kung iisipin mo, ang bilis at the same time parang feeling mo wala masyadong umandar nung 2017. Pero sa totoo, andaming nangyari, at oo, parang wala masyadong nangyari. Eto ata yung feeling ng change. Lakas maka denial, pero wala kang magagawa. Pero shrue, madaming nangyari last year. Pucha, news and public affairs pa lang eh. WHAAAT~~ Trump?! President? WHAAAAT~~ Marcos nasa libingan ng bayani na?! HUWAAAAA~ Who would have thought namputa si Mocha ay some whatever public person na! Naknangtokwa parang kelan lang bisexual lang siya na naka bikini tuwing gabi.
But fine, personally, madami nga namang nangyari. Madami akong work related ticket na nasara. Madami akong lugar na napuntahan. Nakalabas ako ng bansa odevah. At ang pinaka mahalaga, madami akong nakain na masasarap. Life wins kumbaga.
Pero wala akong balak isa isahin for the fact na may weird fact sa blogge…

STUPID

ON THAT STUPID DAY,
YOU SAID THOSE STUPID THINGS
TO MY STUPID SELF
SHATTERED MY STUPID HEART.
AFTER THAT STUPID MOMENT,
I WENT UP AND EXCUSED MY STUPID SELF
WENT TO THAT STUPID BATHROOM
AND CRIED FOR A STUPID MINUTE
THEN WIPED MY STUPID EYES
STUPIDLY WENT BACK
AND LOST A BIG CHUCK OF MY STUPID HEART

HOW STUPID IT IS TO BREAK SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY BROKEN?
AND HOW STUPID IT IS TO BREAK IT OVER
AND
OVER
AGAIN.

annnnyway, yan lang muna. may normal post ako na nasa draft, which is a new year post. sana umabot within Jan na mapost or else wala din sense haha. try natin next week. *not a pinky promise*

-nyabs

HAPPY NEW YEAR!