tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-26595064968265233772024-02-07T16:41:08.424+08:00mga kwento ni nyabach0inyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.comBlogger142125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-12897004947159911992020-06-09T22:54:00.002+08:002020-06-09T22:55:11.988+08:00QUARANTINE BLOG 5simple lang gusto ko.<div>matatampo ka kasi hindi ako gumising ng maaga</div><div>katulad ng paulit ulit mong sinabi bago matulog</div><div>magsosorry ako paulit ulit</div><div>at kahit nagtatampo ka, gagawan mo pa din ako ng kape</div><div>at ihahatid pa din kita sa trabaho mo</div><div>ang tumira sa isang condo</div><div>isang kwarto, tahimik</div><div>kasama ng mga aso at libro</div><div>at tuwing gabi,</div><div>magigising ako, katabi ka</div><div>at sasabihin sa sarili ko </div><div>na ganito pala maging masaya</div><div><br /></div><div>pero walang ganyan.</div><div>pareho natin alam na iba ang mangyayari</div><div>mag isa lang ako dito sa dilim</div><div>tahimik</div><div>kasama nga mga bagay na hindi ko hiniling</div><div>gumising mag isa at itatanong sa sarili</div><div>bakit ako gumising pa</div>nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-6825539347526528502020-05-29T00:27:00.002+08:002020-05-29T00:27:49.166+08:00QUARANTINE BLOG 4<div style="text-align: justify;">may nadiscover akong kanta. nadurog ako. eto siguro ang kanta ko for the quarantine period. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><iframe allow="accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/CMyRfIpNvPs" width="560"></iframe></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">ewan. eto siguro yung feeling nung 'ewan'. yung level nung uncertainty grabe noh? E-W-A-N. makakalabas ka pa ba? ewan. magiging okay pa ba? ewan. makakakuha ka bang ayuda? ewan. buhay ka pa ba next month? ewan. anong araw ngayon? ewan. nakakatulog ka pa ba? ewan. isang malaking ewan. ang bigat noh? </div><div style="text-align: justify;">alam mo yung feeling na sinipa ka sa sikmura? tas hindi ka makahinga? ganun. ganun na ganun yung feeling. yung kahit anong hinga mo, hindi ka pa rin makahinga? ganun na ganun. parang gumalaw yung lahat ng meron sayo. ang ewan di ba?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: justify;">on the other note, may napulot akong anime sa netflix. Asobi Asobase.<span> mababaw siya at nakakatawa for an anime. kahit papano medyo nadederail yung thoughts ko. pero may weird talaga na pag may something positive talaga, may susunod na negative. Newton Law of Attraction ata? ewan. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span>bumili ako ng gamot ko recently. tas out of stock. nagsorry ng sobra yung ate at sinabing bumalik ako bukas kasi sure meron na silang stock. nakita ko sa mata ni ate yung sincerity na nagsosorry siya. tas bigla ako naawa sa sarili ko. nakakatrigger yung mga ganyang small moments. kasi syempre, alam niya anong gamot binibili mo. tas malamang alam niya para san. tas out of stock. tas magpapanic siya. pero hindi naman niya fault. tas may look talaga everytime. which okay lang naman e yun eh. nakakaawa lang bigla ng konte. or hindi konte ewan.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span>in line with that, as much possible ayoko nagpapafoot spa or massage. well apart na ayoko hinahawakhawakan in general, ayoko tinatanong ng mga nangingialam na ate na nagsosmall talk kung san ko nakuha yung sugat na to blah blah. but again, i guess hindi na yun mangyayari? bilang nakakulong nga and all? ewan.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span>isang malaking ewan.</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span>yoko na puta yan ewan.</span></div>nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-22571609933537864412020-05-01T06:04:00.000+08:002020-05-01T06:04:41.119+08:00QUARANTINE BLOG 3<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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ilang araw na ba? sa totoo lang hindi ko alam ilang araw na tong quarantine na to. pakiramdam ko, isa lang siyang mahabang mahabang araw na hindi natatapos. parang limbo. ganito siguro pakiramdam ng nasa limbo. baka sumabog na pala ang mundo tas limbo na to. ewan.</div>
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simula nung nagkaroon ako ng chronic pain, medyo nagets ko kung bakit nagreresort yung iba sa alcoholism or drugs. tempting, yes. gets ko yung point na para mastop man lang kahit saglit? pero gets ko din na magiging malala lang din naman? iba ang motivation ng pain. both physical at emotional pain. marami kang nagagawa or magagawa. pero pano pag combo ang physical at emotional? pwede na ba maging borderline alcoholic nun? joke lang.</div>
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at dahil nasa mahabang limbo-mode time tayo, inooverthink ko ang 'what-ifs'. which is sobrang pangit na pakiramdam at definitely bawal gawin. pero as if naman may switch ako sa batok to stop. isa sa mga trail ng 'what-ifs' na yun is ang obvious na what if magkaron ako ng virus na to. dahil magiging isolated ka sa lahat, magiging mahirap magpaalam sa mga tao. at sure ako na pag nagkavirus ako, hindi ako magsusurvive. as if naman ang healthy ko as a person. ang frustrating ng feeling ng ganun. yung sure ka walang kwenta katawan mo. parang sa zombie apocalypse, kung biglang bumangon ang mga patay, sure akong within first 5 min mamamatay na ako. </div>
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nagstop na ako maging consciously manuod or magbasa ng news. hindi siya maganda sa limbo life. maiinis ka sa katangahan ng mga tao. parang magkaiba ba tayo ng pinapanuod? so wag na lang manuod at all. kung may umabot na news sa akin, its either nahagip ko habang nanunuod ng news nanay ko or sinabi sa akin diretcho.</div>
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'i miss you' isa pa tong napaka heavy na statement. hindi eto yung 'i miss you guys' moments na sinasabi mo sa friends mo on a random gathering. iba yung impact nung 'i miss you so much' tas wala ka na magawa kasi yun na yung totoo eh. missing someone na medyo painful na? gets mo ba? yung sa sobrang i miss you so much medyo hindi na matino ang effect? may emotional pain na? so pano ba dapat? i miss you then tears? or i miss you tas takbo? or i will miss you tas yun na yun.</div>
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ewan.</div>
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hindi nakaka 'okay' quarantine.</div>
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or mas nakakapigil maging 'okay'.</div>
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sorry sa mga makakabasa alam ko ang labo ng mga blogs na to. pero ingat pa rin kayo sa virus.</div>
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Sabi sa akin meron akong talent.</div>
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Yung i-convert ang any thought to something sad or dark.</div>
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Which totoo naman. Sa series ng conversations namin at therapy, marerealize mo nga na oo. </div>
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For example, ang auditions week ng American Idol before.</div>
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Dati nanunuod akong ng American Idol specifically yung week na yun. Not because sa singing part. Dahil sa audition part yung part na matatanggap sila. Tas tatalon sila sa saya? Like yung dream nila natutupad na. Favorite ko panuodin yun. Hindi dahil happy moment. Dahil sad siya for me. Kasi naiinggit ako sa feeling na yun at feeling ko hindi ako magkakaganun ever na feeling.</div>
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Ewan.</div>
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Meron akong distinct memory dati nung college. May some event na required panuodin sa theater sa lumang building na katabi ng building namin. Anyway, parang contest ata siya or whatever? Basta requirement ang manuod. Naalala ko may intermission na dance number. Nakapula sila. Distinctly ko naalala na lahat ng mga kaklase pinapanuod yung isa kasi one, popular siya and second, malaki boobs niya and hearthrob siya. Naalala ko din an wala akong pake sa pinaguusapan nila pero napapansin ko na pinapanuod ko yung katabi niya. Tas meron akong moment na ah, eto siguro yung attraction personafied.</div>
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Iniisip ko recently yung palaging sinasabi na "Tell people you love them before it is too late". Parang ang bigat noh? Wala lang. May weird paniniwala ako about saying i love you. Na hindi siya dapat sinasabi palagi kasi mawawala yung value. Pero tama din na dapat sinasabi before may mangyari. Like ngayong quarantine season. Or dark times. Ewan. Pero kasi, do you have to say it? Or show it instead?</div>
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Ewan. Feeling ko naman wala din naman babalik. Like an empty shell.</div>
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So there. </div>
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-80143550067978085872020-03-28T01:46:00.001+08:002020-04-06T23:30:42.945+08:00QUARANTINE BLOG 1<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Sabi sa akin, magset daw ako ng alarm.<br />
Pwede ko naamn daw hayaan yung utak ko mag.. "darkness" (fine, lets call it darkness) mode.<br />
Darkness mode.<br />
Pero, magset daw ako ng time limit.<br />
Parang I guess para wag magpaconsume.<br />
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Kahapon sinearch ko sa Google pano gumawa ng Exit Bag.<br />
Just in case.<br />
Tas within 5 min nagcheck ako ng artworks ng portrait ni Anthony Bourdain.<br />
After 5 min binabasa ko na tag ni Joy Belmonte sa Twitter.<br />
Random.<br />
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Alam ko quarantine.<br />
At kasabay ng quarantine na to, pakiramdam ko ang liit liit ko lang.<br />
Parang sa major na nangyayari worldwide, pakiramdam ko hindi valid ang iniisip ko.<br />
Or worse, yung thoughts and feelings ko.<br />
Or sige fine, tanggalin natin yung virus. Parang totoo naman, ang liit liit lang natin sa mundo na to di ba? Parang isip mo, sa mga oras na to na nakatapat ako sa Blogger, may ibang nagcocompose ng buong concerto, movie, or mas importante, chemical composition para sa gamot na sasagip sa madami. Tas ako? Eto nakatapat sa Blogger.<br />
Parang ang bilis bilis lang mag blur ng validity.<br />
Or thoughts ko lang to?<br />
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Anyway, ano nga naman ang signs ng call for help?<br />
And pag nag sign ng help, ano nga naman ang expectation na balik?<br />
Syempre hindi mo rin naman pwede iimpose yung concern over you.<br />
Parang pag inextend mo yung kamay mo, hindi mo rin naman eexpect na may kakawak sayo.<br />
Or nasanay lang ako?<br />
Ayaw mo lang din naman na attempt ng outstretched na kamay tas pag may hinawakan ka hindi ka hahawakan pabalik. Parang yung aso ko. Pag hinug ko pumipiglas tas lalayo. To think na sabi nila supposedly nararamdaman ng aso ang nararamdaman mo.<br />
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Okay na to. Chineck ko lang kung may Blogger pa ako.<br />
Sabi sayo darkness mode eh.<br />
Ingat sa virus.<br />
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-70554386040394741832019-03-22T06:31:00.003+08:002019-03-22T06:31:55.557+08:006:31AM - Skin Stars <div style="color: #454545; font-family: ".SF UI Text"; font-size: 14px; font-stretch: normal; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">She was always quiet</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">With glistening eyes</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">And a trace of smirk</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">On her lips</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">She had stars on her skin</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">I can trace constellations,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">Galaxies, and wishes falling</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: ".SFUIText"; font-size: 14pt;">On her skin</span></div>
nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-10171064309494851212019-02-04T01:53:00.002+08:002019-02-04T01:53:58.772+08:001:51 AM - REPEAT, REPEATflying 20 flights<br />
inhaling that plastic bag air<br />
soaking in your own filth in a tub<br />
wearing that ill fitting necklace<br />
counting until you can't<br />
tearing until you can't<br />
wondering why<br />
no one tries<br />
but you always knew<br />
always knew<br />
how this ends<br />
regardless<br />
just you<br />
in darkness.nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-52425635725437669612019-01-22T06:00:00.000+08:002019-01-22T06:00:49.365+08:00Ginger Ale + Whisky - 020515Kausap ko ang buwan ng 5:34am.<br />
Sa totoo lang.<br />
Kanina pa niya ako sinusundan.<br />
Marami ako gustong itanong.<br />
Bakit.<br />
Paano.<br />
Kaso kitang kita rin naman<br />
Na hindi niya alam ang isasagot.<br />
Hinatid ako ng buwan pauwi.<br />
Kasama ko pa rin siya sa paglalakad.<br />
Habang sa pagtawid, dumikit sa akin ang malakas na tunog,<br />
"Ganito lang pala kabilis mamatay"<br />
Tanong ko sa buwan<br />
"Hindi pa ngayon"<br />
Sagot ng buwan<br />
At bumalik kami sa paglalakad pauwi.nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-81120052211359230112018-11-06T08:08:00.002+08:002018-11-06T08:08:27.940+08:008:06 AM - Randomalam mo yung nakakatawa?<br />
yung hindi ka nagkulang sa reach out<br />
sabi nila<br />
ask for help<br />
pero<br />
yung masakit dun<br />
either shrugged off<br />
or walang makakagets<br />
parang wala kang boses<br />
pero all the while<br />
nagpapasabog ka na ng flare gun<br />
paulit ulit<br />
pero ok lang<br />
gets ko naman<br />
labo noh?<br />
oh well.<br />
<br />nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-60834360815521991602018-10-16T02:54:00.002+08:002018-10-16T02:55:07.402+08:002:19 AM - WISHI had three occasions last week<br />
Where I could wish for things<br />
I would always wish for you<br />
Always<br />
Fucking always<br />
Threw a coin<br />
Under a bridge<br />
Over a flaming fire<br />
Always<br />
Fucking always<br />
It seemed I only wanted one thing<br />
Taking care of your heart<br />
With mine<br />
Fucking always.<br />
<br />nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-16635153446332191642018-08-14T01:49:00.001+08:002018-08-14T01:49:02.639+08:001:43 AM - DRUNKI am drunk<br />
And I prefer this<br />
Being drunk alone<br />
I imagine being drunk<br />
Gives you a direct<br />
Distorted communication<br />
To a Higher Being<br />
On the other side<br />
This is the reason<br />
Why I get drunk alone<br />
So I can tell Someone<br />
And cry my heart out<br />
And listen to things I can't hear<br />
This is why I get drunk alone<br />
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So I can cry my heart out...<br />
And be numb<br />
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Hoping.<br />
And send it somewhere else.<br />
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ADDING TWO STRANGE PILLS<br />
I CAN HEAR MY HEART BEATING<br />
COUNTING HOW THE RHYTHM COMES<br />
AS IT GOES<br />
I WATCHED A WHOLE HOUR<br />
GO BY<br />
WAITING THE ICE TO MELT<br />
OH HOW IT TAKES THE SAME THING<br />
CHANGE RIGHT BEFORE MY VERY EYES<br />
AND AT THE SAME MOMENT<br />
I LISTENED TO FOUR STRANGE PEOPLE<br />
TELLING ME TO BE HAPPY<br />
TO OWN MY DIFFERENCES<br />
I LOST TRACK OF TIME<br />
AND LET THE SECOND ICE MELT<br />
MY HEART STILL BEATS IN RHYTHM<br />
WHICH I WISH I CAN'T COUNTnyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-87130678556421668352018-06-24T21:02:00.000+08:002018-06-24T21:02:06.836+08:00AKO AT ANG TRYING NEW THINGS<div style="text-align: justify;">
May certain affinity sa akin ang mga bagay na hindi ko alam.</div>
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I take pride sa fact na mahilig ako alamin ang mga bagay bagay (na within sa realms na may answers baka kasi mamaya sabihin niyo bat hindi na ako magstart magresearch about UFOs).</div>
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Anyway, may mentality talaga ako na "i have to know" sa lahat ng knowledge wise or kahit anong naka peak ng curiosity ko.</div>
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Sidenote: may part ng young adult mode ko na nacurious ako heavily sa Latin language dahil sa fact na puta hindi ko matanggap na kelangan ko imemorize ang Latin names ng mga halaman at animals. Parang, why? Bakit hindi na lang yung Proper name nila as Mahogany tree? Bakit kelangan Swietenia Macrophylla? At hindi lang yun, kelangan talaga italicised. <i>Swietenia Macrophylla.</i> And oo, alam ko talaga na Swietenia siya kasi, sideside note: thesis ko ay involved ang Swietenia trees at nagkalat siya sa loob ng DLSU.</div>
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Pero eto talaga ang reason ng post na to. Aside from mahilig ako mag research ng mga bagay bagay, directly related dun is ang fact na mahilig ako magtry ng bagay na hindi ko alam. Specifically sa pagkain. May motto ako na "What's that? I want that." or ang mas tabachoi na "What's that? Pakagat." Pero kung pipilitin niyo, ang reason-reason talaga ng post na to ay ang fact na kelangan ko na burahin ang photos sa phone ko. #sorrynotsorry</div>
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Eto talaga ang video na nagpeak ng curiosity ko.</div>
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So sabi ko, shet kelangan ko makakuha ng MRE at matikman. Naging malaking issue din sa akin kung pano ako makakakuha ng MRE. Pero kinaya ko. #blessed HAHAHA.</div>
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Pero konting prologue, nanguto ako ng friend na mabilis mauto sa curiosity. Itago na lang natin sa pangalan na Anonymous #2. <strike>Nauto</strike> Nainspire ko siya bumili at i-try ang MREs.</div>
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So for some weird force of nature, nauna nakuha ni Anonymous #2 ang MREs niya which is maling mali na gawin sa ugaling kong "What's that? Pagkagat." Mas magiging peaking mode ang curious mind ko. </div>
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Pero eto talaga ang pinaka fun part. Ang chemisty mode. May own pangluto mode nga talaga inside. Sa sobrang liit na water added, magiging all around thing siya. Stove, water heater, blah blah. Partida bato lang at water kelangan mo. Very gera mode nga.</div>
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Eto pakshet ang main meal. Yang buo buo sa left ay ang kanin at ang right ang beef strips ulam. Hindi siya masarap syempre. Anong ineexpect mo? Nasa gera ka na nga eh. Tapos aarte ka pa sa food? Charot.</div>
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And sa lahat ng laman ng MRE stuff (stuffs? stuvves?) ay ang pinaka favorite kong Beverage Base Powder Tropical Punch. Also known as instant Kool Aid slash Gatorade. Pero ang main issue ko ay ang name niya. Beverage Base Powder. Wala lang. </div>
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Yan lang. Gusto ko lang i-share at i-save sa internet ang MRE experience ko/namin. Kung may natutunan man ako is ang fact na walang MRE ang pilipinas. I guess ang dala or dadalhin ng mga army men na pinoy sa gera ang ay carinderia balot balot take out or isang lata ng 555 sardines at isang plastic ng kanin bilang sanay naman mga pinoy sa tinge mode. Plus, issue nga na walang kwenta army/military stuvves natin. So, no to gera. #worldpeace</div>
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-31805154689098780912018-06-12T00:17:00.000+08:002018-06-12T00:17:06.160+08:0012:15 AM - SMOKE<i><span style="font-size: x-small;">Nakakapikon, ilang beses ko na tinry i-apply yang maging google partner para may ads ang blog ko. But noooo, ekis. Ayaw. Edi wag. Andamot mo google. Haha. Kelangan ko lang i-share tong sinulat ko below bago ko burahin sa notes ko sa phone. Yun lang. Kthanxbye. - nyabs</span></i><br />
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I edited this line fifty five times<br />
In the hopes to hide what I feel inside<br />
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Break me to a mosaic of my bluest tears<br />
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This should be a happy experience<br />
Of course, I'd cry every time, always<br />
You can't have happy things, maybe<br />
And with clarity, you suddenly realize<br />
Whispering away feelings to smoke<br />
Amplifies a certain level of loneliness<br />
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-81240560192480509832018-05-15T06:07:00.000+08:002018-05-15T06:07:05.884+08:00HELLO SUMMER<div style="text-align: justify;">
Wala. Walang relevance ang summer or beach or whatever cliche summer-y stuff sa post na to. Wala. Gusto ko sanang sabihin na clickbait ang title pero obviously hindi naman din nga. So wala pa din.</div>
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And oo, aware ako na matagal na ako hindi nagpopost. I will enter the same lame ass excuse as always. Work, adulting, tinamad ako. Pero mas leaning sa work talaga. Work-life happened hahaha.</div>
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Anyway, this post ay dahil sa nabasa ko ang running book ni Murakami. Yung What I Talk About When I Talk About Running. And no, hindi eto book review whatever. Gusto ko lang i-share dito ang mga nararamdaman/naramdaman ko nung binabasa/nabasa ko ang librong yan. And yes, fan naman ako ni Murakami kung nagwonder ka ng konte.</div>
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Pero yun nga, sabi nga ng title niya, yung libro talaga ay kung ano ang sinasabi niya or iniisip niya pag nagkukwento siya about running. And no, hindi ako runner for the obvious tabachoi reasons. And yes, maganda yung libro. Recommended. 10/10. Will read again. Buy it. Gift it.</div>
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Wala akong naramdaman sa librong yan kundi matinding frustrations. Like malalang frustrations about any physical activities of some sort. Ang librong yan, spoiler alert, ay about sa napaka baliw levels niya sa marathoning. As in passion talaga. Everyday, blah blah, routine blah blah. So fine, ikaw na Murakami and your running lifestyle. </div>
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And no, hindi ako nafrustrate dahil sa hindi ako marathoner. Never ko naman pinangarap yun. Nafrustrate ako kasi may routine din ako before. Na slightly physical din pero malaking impact sa akin. Naging slightly less tabachoi ako and ang pinaka nakakainis na part na totoong nakakadestress siya at totoong it helps sa mental health. Wait, before kayo magconclude na "edi get up your tabachoi lazy ass and bumalik ka sa physical routine mo" let me explain...</div>
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Na injure ako. Ng malala.</div>
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Hindi lang to tipong rayuma or kung ano mang cliche na pain thing. No. This is a nakakapikon na spinal cord injury na pwede ko i-apply na maging PWD ako. Ayoko na inexplain dito kasi everytime naiisip ko nafufrustrate ako lalo at napipikon kasi maliban sa constant pain siya sa likod ko, hindi na ako makagalaw ng maayos. Which palagi kong naiisip kasi constant pain nga so ayun. The frustration cycle continues.</div>
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So after ko mabasa yung book, mas nafrustrate ako. Ganito siguro nafifeel ng mga career ending injuries ng mga basketball player. Although malayo naman ang comparison sa akin. Wala lang. Naiinis ako sa part na nagkaroon ka ng something na advantageous na ginagawa mo routinely, umulan man or not, na nawala dahil sa something na hindi mo choice. Buti sana kung tinamad ako. Tanggap ko pa eh. But nooooooo.</div>
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So thank you Murakami. Pinaalala mo sa akin ang something na hindi ko na siguro magagawa (well pwede naman pero may involvement ng bakal at operation, but for now...). </div>
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Inaantay ko pa din ang "when life closes a door blah blah shit". Pero for now, magwawallow ako na wala akong magagawa about it. Mga 80% icoconclude ko na lang na malas siguro ako and whatever related thoughts.</div>
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So ayun lang. Ayoko na itodo ang outpour ng frustrations dito kasi baka magwalling ako mayamaya with tears. Share ko lang. Kapikon kasi yung libro eh. Pero maganda ung libro. Natrigger lang talaga ako ng malala which btw, palagi naman ginagawa ng Murakami book sa akin.</div>
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In conclusion, wag maniwala sa no pain, no gain. Tamo constant pain ako, wala akong nagegain.</div>
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Kthanxbye.</div>
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-28430555679245787042018-04-16T11:33:00.000+08:002018-04-16T11:33:49.322+08:0011:22 AM - Heartbreak HotelI wished the last song I heard was an actual person<br />
I would have loved the life out of you<br />
You were damaged with all the right notes<br />
No one deserves to be hurt like that<br />
I should not feel hurt like this too<br />
We could have been good for each other<br />
But as the song fades to end<br />
This meant only to last for a good 4:50 minutes<br />
And leave it all in this Heartbreak Hotel.nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-53796938795649373772018-03-20T08:53:00.002+08:002018-03-20T08:54:55.368+08:008:39 AM - Untitled IVThe syzygy of things...<br />
The me and you<br />
The sun my dark moon<br />
The never in ever at all<br />
The not from what is real<br />
The me without you.<br />
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Well, well, well, hello March.</div>
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Well, well, well well, aware ako na ohmygah ang tagal na ng last blog ko. Mahirap kasi magmeynteyn (hindi ko kinacount ang post ko borderlining between depressive and dark pit of someone's soul). I mean, adulting. Adulting with work, adulting with social media, adulting with PS4, adulting with books, adulting with food, you know? The usual. Kaya eto ako, bumabalik. Parang mens lang yan. Paminsan andyan, paminsan wala. You know? The usual.</div>
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Plus, hindi monetized ang blog na to. So walang motivation ng slight, charot.</div>
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So kamusta? What's happenin'?!</div>
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Sa akin? Wala naman pero parang madami din ng slight. Pero dahil nasa gitna ako ng work today (tonight, nightshift forevs ako eh), sheshare ko ang panaginip ko kagabi (kaninang umaga, nightshift nga di ba?)</div>
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<u>Napanaginipan ko si Gretchen Ho.</u></div>
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Ayan ang pic niya, just in case hindi niyo siya kilala. Pero teka, konting background, may meds akong tinetake (tinake) recently na nakakaapekto ng dreams ko. Everytime tinetake ko yun, wala akong dreams (hindi dreams na my-dream-one-day-is-to-be-an-astronaut ha. wag tanga). As in wala. Like black lang, which sobrang gusto ko kasi satisfying long black sleep lang. Yung paggising ko, may laway pa ako sa pisngi. Ganung level. So anyway,</div>
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This time, hindi ko tinake yun obvs and napanaginipan ko si Gretchen Ho. Nothing sexual but something malabo and benta sa akin sa waking hours.</div>
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Sa panaginip ko daw, naglalakad ako pauwi sa village namin tapos apparently kapitbahay ko daw si Gretch (i feel lang pwede ko na siya tawagin sa nickname niya dahil close kami sa panaginip ko). Tinawag ako ni Gretch na pumasok sa bahay nila, edi pumasok ako sabi niya eh. Tapos yung bahay daw nila, tadtad ng Last Supper items. Last Supper painting, Last Supper sa mug, Last Supper sa walls, pictures, sofa, doors, etc. Tas ang feeling ko sa dream ay parang hindi weird, meaning nakita ko na to before feeling kasi nga close kami ni G. G na lang kasi haba pa din ng Gretch eh.</div>
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Anyway, so naalala ko tatlong floor ang bahay daw nila na tadtad ng Last Supper tapos naalala ko na masakit likod ko habang umaakyat sa stairs kasi nga may bad back ako. Tapos nagagalit daw ako sa kanya about it. Tapos tinanong kung ano ba kasi meron bakit niya ako tinawag. Apparently nagpapatulong siyang hanapin ang red na tsinelas niya.</div>
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Tapos sumagot ako:</div>
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"Akala ko ba One Big Fight? Bakit red?" </div>
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Tas nagising na ako.</div>
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So kung sino willing maginterpret, by all means. Ayoko magpaka Joseph, son of Jacob at alamin ang meaning ng dream na yan about Gretchen Ho.</div>
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But, but, but, I have to admit, hindi na masama mapanaginipan si Gretchen Ho. It could have been ibang some random ugly af babae! Charot.</div>
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Anywan, yan lang sheshare ko.</div>
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Tapos na self imposed break ko.</div>
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Baboo.</div>
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-27427411792127820352018-02-08T10:30:00.001+08:002018-02-08T10:30:25.945+08:00BRIDGE<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Happy new year post ko! Eto na talaga yun! Eto yun! THISHISHIT!</div>
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HELLO 2018!</div>
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*Splatoom! Splatoom!*</div>
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Baduy, I know.</div>
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Pero noh, kung iisipin mo, ang bilis at the same time parang feeling mo wala masyadong umandar nung 2017. Pero sa totoo, andaming nangyari, at oo, parang wala masyadong nangyari. Eto ata yung feeling ng change. Lakas maka denial, pero wala kang magagawa.</div>
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Pero shrue, madaming nangyari last year. Pucha, news and public affairs pa lang eh.</div>
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WHAAAT~~ Trump?! President? WHAAAAT~~ Marcos nasa libingan ng bayani na?! HUWAAAAA~ Who would have thought namputa si Mocha ay some whatever public person na! Naknangtokwa parang kelan lang bisexual lang siya na naka bikini tuwing gabi.</div>
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But fine, personally, madami nga namang nangyari. Madami akong work related ticket na nasara. Madami akong lugar na napuntahan. Nakalabas ako ng bansa odevah. At ang pinaka mahalaga, madami akong nakain na masasarap. Life wins kumbaga.</div>
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Pero wala akong balak isa isahin for the fact na may weird fact sa blogger. Mas mahaba ang post, mas walang nagbabasa -Charot. Pero syempre, ayoko naman mag unload at gawing dear diary to. Pake niyo di ba? HAHA. Pero for this HAPPY NEW YEAR post, isheshare ko ang mga 2017 discoveries ko. Mundane man to or hindi. Sheshare ko pa rin.</div>
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1. GAMING 2017</div>
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Ok fine. Hindi rin sandamukal ang nalaro last year. As a gamer, fail yun. Pero meron pa rin naman kahit papano. Nalaro ko finally ang FFX at FFX-2. Nope, hindi ko gusto both. Sakto lang. FF7 forevs.</div>
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Pero for some reason, tumatak tong <b><u>Hollow Knight</u></b> sa akin. Indie game, first and foremost. May weird liking ako sa mga indie game kasi sure maganda ang storyline. True enough, maganda nga to. Insect kayo at isa kang Hollow Knight. Hindi ko na sospoil ang plot, pero this about finding dreams and learning old tails ganyan. Parang each and everyone may hidden dreams na hindi nababasa nino man.</div>
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OMG, 2007 Nyabs will be surprise kung gaano kadaming movie ang napanuod ko this past few years. Last year 20 plus. Dapat lilista ko lahat, kaso tinamad na ako. Pero madami dun sa list na maganda talaga. Mga tipong pwede nating pagdebatihan over coffee or something. Maraming thought provoking, maraming so so lang.</div>
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But, but. <b><u>Loving Vincent</u></b>. Hayy starry starry night, paint your palette blue and grey.</div>
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Gusto ko i-explain bakit may soft spot to sa akin. Pero may part na gusto ko na lang din solohin why. May melancholic beauty ang life ni Vincent Van Gogh sa totoo lang talaga, pero wala eh. Ganun talaga eh. Hay.</div>
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AT PINAKA IMPORTATENG PART, ETO ANG FIRST MOVIE EVER NA HANDPAINTED! I'll rate this 5 bacons over 5.</div>
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Sa lahat ng series na napanuod ko, eto ang pinaka natakot ako for the fact na pwede siya mangyari. Ayoko na i-tackle yung sensitivity ng issues like religion, lgbt, woman's rights, at kung anuano pa. Basta. Leche tong <b>The Handmaid's Tale.</b></div>
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After watching, natakot ako for myself. Kasi sure ako pag nangyari to, first 5 minutes pa lang ng scene, pinatay na ako.</div>
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I'm sorry Aunt Lydia.</div>
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But cinematography wise, sobrang ganda ng shots ng series na to. As in. Yey for women directors!</div>
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I'll rate this 4.5 scared bacons over 5.</div>
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4. MUSIC 2017</div>
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Nope, not Kpop this time (although, special mention ang Blackpink -nope wala akong balak i-explain now why). Madami akong gustong songs last year. Like si ate Dua Lipa at ang IDGAF, for example. Sama mo na yung Havana ni Camila Cabello kasi nakaka LSS siya. But sa lahat ng nadiscover ko, etong Japanese band na to ang fave ko. <u style="font-weight: bold;">Gesu No Kiwami Otome.</u> Also known as, Girl at the Height of Rudeness. Bigyan niyo ng chance ang pakinggan ang video na yan. Kung aarte ka at hindi mo gets ang Japanese, about adulting ang song. At no, hindi ko fave to dahil sa drummer na babae. Pero kung papansinin mo din, cool si ate drummer girl.</div>
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5. BOOK 2017</div>
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Yes, aware ako na hindi released tong book na to ng 2017. At yes, aware ako na sobrang tagal na nitong sikat. For sure may ibang school na ginawang book report to. Let me explain.</div>
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Matagal na tong book na to sa akin. Kasi part to ng panic buying galing sa Book Fair years ago. At dahil idol ko si Rory Gilmore in reading books, kasama to sa binasa niya (tinry kong gawin ang Rory Gilmore challenge sa Goodreads na app, hindi ko kinaya. Pero kasama to sa list.) Anyway, bakit to kasama sa list? Pakshet bore na bore ako sa book na to. Gets ko na sikat siya, fine. Maganda nga naman ang concept ng <u style="font-weight: bold;">Catch-22,</u> like pwede pero bawal at bawal pero pwede. Bale ang Catch-22 ang limbo mode ng decision making at rules nila sa military chuchu. Basta boring amputa.</div>
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Tinapos ko wag kayong magalala. Kasi wala akong librong sinimulan na hindi tinapos kasi na o-OC ako (except school books. lul wala akong kilala na end to end binasa yun lul.) I'll rate this no bacon at all.</div>
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6. VIDEO 2017</div>
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Adik ako sa youtube, yes. Napulot ko tong video na to kay Pewdiepie (ang god ng youtube). Sa buong 2017, eto lang ata ang video na naiyak ako kakatawa randomly. Panuodin niyo. Super benta sa akin to. Kupal sobra. Haha. Buti na lang hindi magagawa sa MRT to.</div>
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7. FOOD 2017</div>
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Lahat ng nakakain at kinain ko sa Taiwan. Wala akong pinagsisisihan sa na-gain ko from Taiwan. Willing ako kumain ulit hanggang hindi makahinga. This is not rateable. Parang painting lang, priceless. HAHA. Baduy. (salamat <a href="http://illbedreamingoutloud.blogspot.com/">Asyang</a> sa video. ninakaw ko, yes)</div>
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So, ayan. Sisirain ko ang OC keme niyo at hindi ko isasara ng 10 ang list. Hindi rin 8, kahit 2018. 7 kasi nga naman 2017 list. Haha.</div>
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Sana madami kayong natutunan from 2017. Ako din naman.</div>
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At sana ang 2018 ay maging manigo. Manigo as in from Manigong Bagong Taon. HAHAHA. </div>
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Osha. Kthnxbye.</div>
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-58077735971982876802018-01-13T03:54:00.000+08:002018-01-13T03:54:08.806+08:00STUPIDON THAT STUPID DAY,<br />
YOU SAID THOSE STUPID THINGS<br />
TO MY STUPID SELF<br />
SHATTERED MY STUPID HEART.<br />
AFTER THAT STUPID MOMENT,<br />
I WENT UP AND EXCUSED MY STUPID SELF<br />
WENT TO THAT STUPID BATHROOM<br />
AND CRIED FOR A STUPID MINUTE<br />
THEN WIPED MY STUPID EYES<br />
STUPIDLY WENT BACK<br />
AND LOST A BIG CHUCK OF MY STUPID HEART<br />
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HOW STUPID IT IS TO BREAK SOMETHING THAT IS ALREADY BROKEN?<br />
AND HOW STUPID IT IS TO BREAK IT OVER<br />
AND<br />
OVER<br />
AGAIN.<br />
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<i>annnnyway, yan lang muna. may normal post ako na nasa draft, which is a new year post. sana umabot within Jan na mapost or else wala din sense haha. try natin next week. *not a pinky promise*</i><br />
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<i>-nyabs</i>nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-75570499366547913222018-01-01T19:47:00.001+08:002018-01-03T22:42:51.205+08:00HAPPY NEW YEAR!<div style="text-align: center;">
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nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-84851978074695947222017-12-17T01:34:00.000+08:002017-12-17T01:34:59.687+08:0012:46 AM Drunk Ramblings<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: large;"><i>From future nyabachoi: sa araw na to (12/16/2017) pumunta ako sa blog ko at nakakita ng draft na post, which is etong post sa baba na dated (11/25/2017). I am happy to say na tanga ang drunk mode ko --Save ang pinindot instead of Publish. So future nyabs, will click Publish. Wala naman self incriminating so go.</i></span><br />
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Yes. Aware ako. Sunod sunod ang post ko. Pake niyo, blog ko to. Joke lang. Pero ayaw niyo nun? Consistency? Plus, sino na lang ba ang naiwan dito? Lima na lang ata tayong gumagamit ng Blogger?</div>
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Anyway, yes, I am drunk. Fine, not drunk. Tipsy. </div>
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Yung kapatid ko na nasa Japan na, nagiwan ng madaming Whiskey/Whisky sa akin. And yes, Whiskey/Whisky enthusiast siya. Medyo recent found passion niya yun. I think. Anyway ulit, dahil medyo may certain sadness and sabado ko ngayon, why not drown (drown is used in this sentence na very dramatic) myself to sleep. Hindi naman sa namiss ko ang millennial state of mind, gusto ko lang ng stupid decisions such as, blogging while drinking. </div>
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Anyway ulit 2, inunumerical ko ang thoughts ko para hindi ako maguluhan.</div>
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Btw, ang iniinom ko ay Singleton na 12 years old. Yes, mahal to. Hindi naman ako bumili. Nope, hindi ko nafifeel ang difference ng years at kung ano mang barrel ang ginamit sa kanila. For me, parepareho lang sila na emperador na sinusuka ko nung college.</div>
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1. Habang nagboblog ako at nagpapakalasing, nakikinig ako ng vlog ng some random travel blogger. In this case, si Mina Oh. Nasa Korea siya at kumakain ng Bibimbap. Wala akong nagegets sa pinagsasabi niya maliban sa nasa some random market siya.</div>
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2. Nakakatawa kasi sabi ko sa sarili ko kanina, mali ata na nagboblog ako while tipsy kasi mamaya anong sabihin ko. Pero ayaw niyo nun? Raw emotion. Speaking of raw emotion, sorry at medyo flooding ako ng whatever kaartehan na poems. Sorry not so sorry. To be honest, sa poems ko narerelease ang pent up emotions na never ko naman maririnig sa bibig ko in waking life. So have at you. Isama mo na din ang fact na gusto ko talaga maging someone na leading to arts. Nung pumasa ako sa CFAD ng UST, sinabihan ako ng nanay ko na walang pera dun. Hence napunta ako sa degree na maliban sa hindi ko nagamit, hindi ako natuwa. Pero wala naman akong pinagsisihan. Ano pa magagawa ko?</div>
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3. May weird feeling ako na mamamatay ako ng at a tender age of 50 of less. Wala lang. Regardless of cause. Naisip ko, kung mamamatay ako, kelangan ko ihabilin sa someone ang mga notebooks ko. Maliban sa self incriminating yun, baka maging Van Gogh eventually. Hmmm.</div>
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4. Dinner ko ay tatlong pirasong hotdog. Naappreciate ko naman.</div>
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5. May weird urge ako na mag try ng hard drugs. Aware ako sa tokhang, yes. Pero parang gusto ko magbook ng hotel room at magpasama para bantayan ako just to try the hard drugs. Gusto ko kasi mafeel ang euphoria feeling. Although aware naman ako na bawal. Hindi ko naman sianasabi na gagawin ko. Urge lang naman. Plus, sa panahon ngayon, san ka nga naman makakakuha without the fact na baka mabaril ka somewhere. Pero oo may urge naman. Hm.</div>
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6. Ok, nagpause ako. 1:27 AM na.</div>
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7. Nanaginip ako kagabi ng centipede. Or millipede? Hindi ko na chineck kung anong meaning. Basta hindi naman ako kinagat or something.</div>
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8. I was told recently that my life is poetic which is kinda sad but true all the same.</div>
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9. Nasa point na tayo na wala nang point ang pinagsasabi ko. Maliban sa namamanhid na ang half ng dila ko, naniniwala ako na wala din naman magwoworry. I mean pwede ako magsulat dito ng mahabang leron leron sinta na walang magtataka or magtatanong. Or, malaking chance na mostly hindi aabot sa point na to. Pero kelangan niyo tandaan, second to the last ay usually ay clincher part. Dito usually sinasabi ang hindi nasasabi. Kumbaga sa joke, punchline before ng closing. Ewan. Walang sense.</div>
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10. Anyway, madami pa akong gusto sabihin. End point is, masakit na ulo ko.</div>
nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-44073101457432155882017-11-24T10:23:00.001+08:002017-12-13T03:36:36.776+08:0010:19 AM - Untitled III<i>Dapat talaga magboblog ako ng random stuff e kaso nasa writing zone ako bilang nasa dark side of the brain ako kamakailan lang. Promise last na to. Pero promises are meant to be broken. Joke lang.</i><br />
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Two finger spaces<br />
From the lower part of your sternum<br />
You should find a space there<br />
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One quick swing<br />
Up and down<br />
No hesitation<br />
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Do not forget to breathe<br />
Do not forget to write a letter<br />
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One quick swing<br />
Up then down<br />
No hesitation<br />
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Do not forget to close your eyes<br />
Do not forget her face<br />
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You should find a space there<br />
Fill it with tears<br />
Fill it with blood<br />
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Do not hesitate.nyabach0ihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13846268750103741780noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2659506496826523377.post-44283372587068381622017-11-21T23:55:00.001+08:002017-11-21T23:56:40.561+08:0011:51 PM - Untiltled IIand when the last part of the messages comes in<br />
i watched the blinking cursor for a whole minute<br />
pulsating like morse code of whispers<br />
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and when the time changed to the next minute<br />
i imagined you waiting at the other end<br />
waiting for the time to change too<br />
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and at the 5th minute, i finally broke my count<br />
i felt a wave of loneliness and anger turned to hurt<br />
closing my eyes as my screen finally faded to black<br />
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