Friday, March 22, 2019

6:31AM - Skin Stars

She was always quiet
With glistening eyes
And a trace of smirk
On her lips
She had stars on her skin
I can trace constellations,
Galaxies, and wishes falling

On her skin

Monday, February 4, 2019

1:51 AM - REPEAT, REPEAT

flying 20 flights
inhaling that plastic bag air
soaking in your own filth in a tub
wearing that ill fitting necklace
counting until you can't
tearing until you can't
wondering why
no one tries
but you always knew
always knew
how this ends
regardless
just you
in darkness.

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Ginger Ale + Whisky - 020515

Kausap ko ang buwan ng 5:34am.
Sa totoo lang.
Kanina pa niya ako sinusundan.
Marami ako gustong itanong.
Bakit.
Paano.
Kaso kitang kita rin naman
Na hindi niya alam ang isasagot.
Hinatid ako ng buwan pauwi.
Kasama ko pa rin siya sa paglalakad.
Habang sa pagtawid, dumikit sa akin ang malakas na tunog,
"Ganito lang pala kabilis mamatay"
Tanong ko sa buwan
"Hindi pa ngayon"
Sagot ng buwan
At bumalik kami sa paglalakad pauwi.

Tuesday, November 6, 2018

8:06 AM - Random

alam mo yung nakakatawa?
yung hindi ka nagkulang sa reach out
sabi nila
ask for help
pero
yung masakit dun
either shrugged off
or walang makakagets
parang wala kang boses
pero all the while
nagpapasabog ka na ng flare gun
paulit ulit
pero ok lang
gets ko naman
labo noh?
oh well.

Tuesday, October 16, 2018

2:19 AM - WISH

I had three occasions last week
Where I could wish for things
I would always wish for you
Always
Fucking always
Threw a coin
Under a bridge
Over a flaming fire
Always
Fucking always
It seemed I only wanted one thing
Taking care of your heart
With mine
Fucking always.

Tuesday, August 14, 2018

1:43 AM - DRUNK

I am drunk
And I prefer this
Being drunk alone
I imagine being drunk
Gives you a direct
Distorted communication
To a Higher Being
On the other side
This is the reason
Why I get drunk alone
So I can tell Someone
And cry my heart out
And listen to things I can't hear
This is why I get drunk alone

So I can cry my heart out...
And be numb

Hoping.
And send it somewhere else.



Wednesday, July 18, 2018

7:09 AM - BLURRED

I DRANK A WHOLE BOTTLE
ADDING TWO STRANGE PILLS
I CAN HEAR MY HEART BEATING
COUNTING HOW THE RHYTHM COMES
AS IT GOES
I WATCHED A WHOLE HOUR
GO BY
WAITING THE ICE TO MELT
OH HOW IT TAKES THE SAME THING
CHANGE RIGHT BEFORE MY VERY EYES
AND AT THE SAME MOMENT
I LISTENED TO FOUR STRANGE PEOPLE
TELLING ME TO BE HAPPY
TO OWN MY DIFFERENCES
I LOST TRACK OF TIME
AND LET THE SECOND ICE MELT
MY HEART STILL BEATS IN RHYTHM
WHICH I WISH I CAN'T COUNT

6:31AM - Skin Stars

She was always quiet With glistening eyes And a trace of smirk On her lips She had stars on her skin I can trace constellations, ...