Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Top 5 Realizations So Far

Maniniwala ba kayo pag sinabi mid year na? Start counting.
Bilis noh.
Kasama ng bilis ng oras na yan, if you turn back, marami kang narealize. Na in years past, hindi mo pa narerealize. Like what I said, "I am the student of the Universe" - nyabach0i | 2016
Anyway, going back.
Ayun na nga.
At this day and age, marami ka talagang maiisip. Sa tulad ko pang favorite ang magisip. Paminsan mapapaisip ka lang, paminsan magtitrigger ng mga bagay bagay, paminsan mapapa "huh, so yun nga yun?". See how fun the brain works? Bonggels.
So, I'll share some that is shareable. And also, to remind myself din. But of course, secret lang natin to. And another of course, in countdown form.

1. Game of Thrones

Yeah, yeah. Late na ako sa ganap na to. Very, very late. Okay fine maganda nga. Wala naman akong sinabing hindi. Pero kasi, hindi ko na talaga pinapanuod ang overly hyped series. Kasi naiinis ako sa clashing of opinions. At sa mga metaphorical scenes unnoticed. Ergo, maarte lang ako.
Back to GoT, kung may narealize man ako diyan ay, buti na lang hindi ako buhay sa mga panahon na yan. Or sa lumang panahon na ang tingin lang sa mga babae ay pakangkang, taga linis ng bahay, at taga gawa ng anak. No. E.K.I. S. Women empowerment. No to rape. No to human rights violation. No to sexism. Yes to woman of power *snap snap*
Favorite character so far? Arya Stark. Woman (or bata) of power siya.

         1.1 Realization In Relation
              Bet ko ng raven nila. Kaya ng real time message transference. Kung pano nila natetrain.                       Don't ask. 

2. Dumi

Hanggang kelan mo kaya itago ang basura niyo sa bahay? Bawat village, may twice or once a week basura collection. Pero, kung itatago mo? Mga gaano katagal? 1 month? 2? Okay fine, madali kung may sentimental value. Like balot ng bubble gum na kinain mo nung first date mo chuchu. Kaya mo itago sa loob ng isang libro di ba? Makakalimutan mo. Tapos one day makikita mo then boom! Basura ulit. Pero another question, why keep the basura? Why keep it? Dahil may old value? Ganun ba yun? Or is it because, an item will eventually turn a basura? Or alam mong basura siya to begin with? Or is it collector ka ng basura? You love basura so much. The filth. Oh well. Sabi nga nila. Cleanliness is the next to godliness. 


3. Confort Zone

Pero totoo nga ba? Na you have to go out of your comfort zone to grow? Kung gagamitin ang analogy ng mga halaman, kung inuproot mo ang halaman sa paso, then tinanim mo sa ibang lugar, dalawa lang yan. Tutubo or mamamatay. But can you choose?
Kung may narealize man ako about that, you can chose to take the risk. And hope that you learned all the things to keep yourself alive. Di ba? Di baaa? Di baaaaaaa?




4. Trigger Warning - Neil Gaiman

Nyeta ka Mr. Gaiman. Nareiterate lang ang galing mo magsulat. Edi ikaw na. I chose to be just like you when I grow up. Charots.


5. THIS HITTING VERY CLOSE TO HOME

We all carry scars. People only see what they can see. Not knowing how deep. Or how long did it take to heal. Or has it even heal? So when people around you starts comparing explaining scars, whether it was self induced or scarred by another person, in your mind you know.
You know how it feel. When explanations start lashing you again. Again. Over and over. But they don't You go home only realizing you have the same scar again.

Kthanksbye.
-nyabach0i

6 comments:

  1. #2 :) Isa akong taong basurero hahaha. Nito lang nakaraan nagtapon na ako ng mga gamit na sa tingin ko ay di ko na kailangan, at di ako makapaniwala kung bakit at hindi ko alam kung paanong nagawa ko pang itabi ang mga bagay na iyon sa napakaraming taon; tapus ngayon lang kaybilis ko na silang naitapon nang walang hard feelings o separation anxiety hahaha :)

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    1. aww good for you. pero aminin mo, mahirap pa rin. wala lang.

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  2. #1. Hindi ka nagiisa. I used to promise myself that i would watch the series. kaso naka six season na kaya sabi ko na rin sa sarili ko, I might as well read the books. I am currently on book number three, specifically, at Tyrion Lannister's trial.

    My own personal favourite character is Lady Catelyn- virtuous, dutiful and brave. But she's dead. Grabe yung part ng wedding ng anak niya. Grabe sa emotion at drama. So now and favorite ko ay si Tyrion Lannister- because he maybe small, but with his wits and courage, he is the big man.

    #2. There's so much filth in my room. I need to clean up everything, clean up my act, clean up my roster of friends and many other things. Nagiisip nako kumuha ng isang maliit na apartment and live by myself. Pero napaka tamad ko maglinis. so i think kaya ko din makaipon ng basura for one month. Eewwww.... hahaha!

    #3. I wish i could get out of my comfort zone. Kaso kulang pa ako sa tulog kaya saka na muna.

    #4. Who's Neil Gaiman?

    #5. Why so introspective lately? Anyare?

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    1. #1. In fairness nga kay Tyrion. He is a "big" metaphor.
      #4. Is this a trick question?!?
      #5. Mahabang kwento. Pero ganun talaga. Baka next post ko explain further.

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  3. Neil Gaiman - siya ba yung nasa DC comics..

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    1. seryoso ba to? si Neil Gaiman ang writer ng Sandman, Coraline, Neverwhere at kung anuano pa.

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